Saturday, May 11, 2013

Much delayed ootd's

So school has once again started -_-..
Actually went back 2 weeks ago, but I have just been swamped with a shit load of homework.. we also got given our formal brief for our first individual !! omfg.. the brief is on "Boy George/ Culture club" fml hahah have to be inspired by the 80s? agk.. Well it's going to be quite interesting i feel :P maybe? Well I was actually gathering images and "inspiration" a minute ago for my visual diary, and I just feel so unmotivated ! I don't know what it is but recently my motivation for everything has just plummeted... Just on a bit of a low I guess. I think reality is hitting me in the face like a bitch now haha ! Last year, I had such an ego boost with everyone telling me how great I am, but now that I have entered a college filled with MANY MANY more people just like me thinking we're amazing, and then seeing the kind of work they produce and how dedicated they are, it makes me feel just like shit.. the effort and the way they present their work makes me feel jealous and makes me feel like everything I put out is like a piece of crap basically. ITS TIME TO UP MY GAME! I need to prove to myself I am worthy and better than them all!!

OOTD & Selfie time !









Night out with my lovelies~!

Decided I will start making effort with my nails again ! ahah







Twin Buns ya!



Went out to dinner with my lovely sister and mother~
To a Japanese restaurant in the city- Yebisu Izakaya
Go go check it out! Food is the best and it's legit !





Daifuku icecream!!




All for now, I'll post up more from the past week !!
bye !